I Am Guilty

12 Mar, 2026

In the previous post I wrote about people with no impulse control that are beyond rehabilitation who don't even want to be themselves.

It was a different context but that basically describes myself, which I was reminded of in the next days after writing that.

I'm generally sex repulsed so my impulse control problem isn't bombing people with disgusting images. But with the right environmental stimulus, I will be over stressed and respond by being overly angry. I will verbally abuse people. I'll embarrass myself by over reacting.

I can't help but think back to the post I just wrote about disgust with other people when ultimately, I am more disgusted with myself.