I Am a Monster

15 Oct, 2025

I have negative charisma.

People don't want to do things with me at all.

In most cases I'm really used to this, to the point that I wouldn't know what to do even if someone did.

I'm a subhuman creature with only a bit of humanity left.

I'm closer to an animal than a human.

"I dunno about that. You talk like a human and despite your attempts(?) you still seem to have human feelings and drives"

Humanity is really fucked then.

I still think I'm a subhuman.

It's a kind of coping strategy I guess.

Whether I am or I'm not, people are going to treat me like I am.

Even if they say, "No, no of course not," they treat you like that.

All of society does. And if you look at yourself in the mirror with your monstrous face and twisted thoughts and tell yourself, "I'll give you all to Odin..."

It's empowering.